I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Thanks so much guys!!
I'm very happy with the way things are going right now
And I will make sure not to slide backwards, I know I will have bad days, but I also will make sure that they don't ruin my progress.

Haven't contacted the H in awhile. He hasn't contact me, never answered any of my questions from awhile ago and never sent me any money or my harddrive. Oh well, I've gotten to a point where I'm just angry at him. At his behavior. Trying to be understanding. But still angry. Not going to talk about him now.

I fell asleep after having breakfast just after my first post today!! And just woke up now, I hope I don't have trouble falling asleep tonight. Boy the weeather has picked up, in a really really stuffy, muggy, boiling hot way. I can hardly breathe! I can't wait for fall, my favorite season. The beautiful colors of the leaves, the crisp air, I just love that transition from late summer to early fall. Magical.

I feel so lazy now that its so hot. Everything is sticking to me and it just turns out that my room traps all of the heat more than any other room in the house! I just want to lie down on the bed with the fan blowing on me and do nothing but I know that's not a good thing to do because I'll begin to feel depressed again, I already feel down right now because of the nap. I always feel sad after naps in the afternoon, for some reason, I wake up and feel really gloomy and a horrible sense of bad things to come, I don't know why. Well, now that I'm more aware of feeling this way, I'm going to make sure not to take naps again, well..not long ones anyway.

Must get going on some work. My laptop is heating up in this weather which isn't good because I need to do some work on the laptop right now! Maybe I'll point the fan on it. Hope everyone's enjoying their sunday!