No, XW doesn't seem willing to give me up completely, but I think that's her style. I think she needs to feel like she isn't at fault and the D was good all the way around, and so she wants to be friends and co-workers. What she hasn't picked up on yet is that I'm always asking her questions and she's always talking about herself - I don't share anything anymore.
but who cares about her. I'm trying to move forward but it seems like I should be getting more out of the stuff I do. Instead it feels like I'm just going through the motions. Like there's a hole in me that can't be filled. That's why I feel stuck.
