Haven't been on this forum in awhile. It has been 5 months since our D talk. H has not given me any indication that he plans to proceed with the D. Life seems like it is getting back to normal....but a new normal. I think back over the last 9 months and realize that H almost never spends a Saturday morning at home. Even this a.m. he left for a bike ride alone. I expressed an interest in going too, but know I need to not be pushy. Anyway, decided we'd meet up after his ride and my walk "alone" on the beach. We used to spend weekend mornings together. So...the new normal is that we don't.
Now that our kids are growing up, S18 just left for college and D15 is active and doing her own thing, I find I am ALONE in the house a lot of the time. Still working on GAL but I still really miss time spent with H.
I still wonder what will happen. Our 20th anniversary is coming up on the 5th. We haven't discussed it, I haven't pushed any plans (so unlike me) so who knows...the day could come and go just like any other.
