Trying to cope with H, IA/EA (was Newbie-1st post)

[Faith2010]

Thanks for checking in everyone! Last few days have been 'abnormal'.

The day after the last conversation with H (regarding his lying, cheating etc...) H started acting nice. No, I'm not fooled. H has been this way since Thursday.

Thursday night I took S and his friend to the movies. H asked to go along. Went to eat after. H acting like old self. H said several times something to the effect of 'he's trying'. Friday, H popped something in his neck and as the day goes on, it gets progressively worse to the point H can't move head. I get home from work and take him to clinic. Doc prescribes meds. Since then, H is basically zonked out. H thanked me last night for taking care of him.

Right now, I'm just trying to go with the flow. I'm trying to put OW in the back of my mind but it's hard. We haven't had any R talks nor has H said he wants to work on M. In a way it almost feels like H wants to go back to the way it was...which I won't do.

I'm still taking it one day at a time. Although H has been better the past few days, I am expecting the bottom to drop out at anytime. With that said, I think I am stronger than before and will be able to handle it better.

S asked me last night why H is being so nice to me. S said it's ticking him off!