How do you wait this out?

[glamgirl]

Thanks Golf. I don't see myself as amazing, my h has not returned, but thanks for those kind words. I cannot give advice on waiting, you will need to do what is in your heart.

For me, I loved my h so much that he was worth the 3 years. I know if he never returns, that I truly gave it my all and then some. There wasn't anyone else I wanted to share my life with. Not out of fear, but knew I didn't want to jump into another R with anyone. I adored my h, and still do to some degree.

My h is in a crisis and if you can view it that way it can help you through the bad and sad times. Move your life along as if he is not returning. If you are standing fill that time for you and get to know yourself again. Prepare for your future for you.

God has helped me through this. I couldn't do it alone.