Hi LHA, I think its pretty normal for them to vacillate. My H told me 2 months ago that he wanted to try, things went great for about three weeks and he dropped off the face of the earth for a few weeks, later he told me he had been having doubts. Hes just starting to contact me again over the last little bit.
I hope that you can have a great time on your vacation. I think it will be good for you, definately GALing in a big way! I hope that you can be in the present and enjoy yourself. Get some great souveniers for S3!
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...