And, BTW when I read the most recent situation of being there for her re: listening about the job and then no updates, etc. it sounded to me that you had expectations, knowwhadImean?
Yes, I know there were expectations. It hurt that she would not turn to me at some point. But that is ALL built on expectations.
Better this AM. She has been in hte bed with headache and nausea from 12:30 - 7:00. I smoked some ribs on my Big Green Egg (S9's request - I really did eat healthy today otherwise) and she had some of those when she got up.
Had a great day with the kids - played in the park then ice cream (OK, maybe not healthy eating ALL day).
I am in a "Do I love her anymore" mood tonight. I know I do, I just don't "feel" it right now - and THAT is why we don't trust our feelings. When she got up, she was talkative and asked what we had done today. Now, she's on the phone with someone about her job woes. Evidently she's feeling better.
