I have not responded yet. The only reason I would want to respond is if he is actually concerned.
I could just answer "yes"...
IMO, not responding is a the best response... Unless it invites a phone call to ask the same thing in which case "yes" would suffice... If he calls, I'd cut it short...
New: What a Weekend
H-48 WAW-49 M-22 S-14,9 D-11 EA disc.-11/07 PA disc.-3/08 EA2?-6/08 to ?
I think it actually went down. He was chasing rainbows instead of really going where he knew the money was. He was working with almost no equipment. I think that he has a sort of subconscious scorched earth approach to this time in his life...lose everything and then start fresh. I can't be sure. Maybe he's hiding a little but I really don't think so. He is now taking projects he would never have taken before for less money because he is back in "reality." He was traveling and meandering before so it wasn't really registering.
I didn't answer his text before and now he texted asking if I think he should do a particular something with the kids. I'm cool with not having responded to the text about if I'm ok...
BTW- I saw a picture of H with another woman (beautiful young woman) on his computer (I was getting some other things off of there). It was right on the desktop..conspicuously. Hurt like hell because it was one of those oh so newly in love kind of shots...I cried a lot just from the weirdness of it. And still, I wonder why does he want me to see this?
But, I'm pretty clear that my first basic necessity is getting the legal arrangement for how much I will get every month so I know finally what I am working with and in turn, where I can afford to live etc.
Brutal day. Just brutal. But I'm going to go shower it off and got to a friend's birthday party.
