hey guys

Kerry - good idea but i think i'm allergic to uniforms and straight-brimmed hats

Hi karen! hope you're doing well

Donna, everyone keeps telling me that i'll look back at this time as the moment when life really began. As much as I keep telling myself that'll be the case, it's a little hard to believe.

just feeling sorry for myself, I guess. I have no room to complain at all - I got a severance package when I was laid off and I set aside some savings when XW bought the house, so I don't have money problems. I can't go out and live the high life, but as long as I stick close to my budget, I'll be okay for awhile.

Just wish I didn't feel so stuck and incapable of moving forward into something new. I could totally ditch my life and do something crazy, but there are things I want to accomplish and I enjoy living where I'm at, so I don't know. Maybe deep down I'm scared of change and it's holding me back. Maybe not.

Would be different if I could meet a woman I'd like to spend time with, but so far I haven't felt like dating anyone for more than a few dinners.

Okay, enough whining. I'm off to escalate the war with some ground squirrels that are burrowing under my tomatoes.

lodo


Divorced: 10/26/08