he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

i think regarding such a topic, he would tell me the truth, if anything because it would come out anyway.

she has lied about it before so perhaps she is lying again. i hope so.

my mil tells me she is not pregnant, that she asked h and he said no.

i pray that she isnt. although if its not this month, it is possible for another month. it is always a fear of mine. only this time it seemed to be of concern.

if she is, i will not be happy, not ok for alittle bit, but really, their life will not be an escape any longer. most likely he would end up running back to me, not wanting to go through the baby stages again, sex will be nonexistent. and most likely, she would call upon him more to step up than i did.

dont even want to think about it. please pray she isnt. please pray everything turns out ok for me and i will do the same for all of u.

we are good people to be on a site like this, we deserve only the best.