The roller coaster ride continues...
This morning, W left for her upstate trip. Before she left, she said she wasn't sure if she wanted to go.
20 minutes later I got a text message:
"I am sorry about the letter I wrote. I don't know why I wrote those things and then regret it. Today I wished to stay home and we could all do something fun. Maybe I am just mental. I don't want to break up the family or hurt you."
Me:
"I don't know what to say"
W:
"You don't have to say anything. Just wanted to say how I feel."
Me:
"You don't want to hurt me, yet you keep telling me you don't love me. I don't want to break up the family either, but I want my wife to love me."
W:
"I don't know how I could have said I don't love you. I'm sure I must still do."
Me:
"Go with me to Retro. If you still have even the slightest feeling, maybe it will help us."
W:
"OK, book it. I won't change my mind"
Me:
"OK."

WTH? Anyone? What is going on?
PS, I am not giving up, I don't care what half of my friends say.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.