I've continued reading & being sociable w/ H. Things seem to be looking up I think he is using the "last resort" technique on me though... I feel like I really need to step it up so it's not too late...but I like the pace I'm moving right now...
Let me know what you think
I think I understand! You're all over the place with feelings and emotions. Each day, each hour, swings a different direction. For you at this point that might not even be bad! It is better than the "I am done" you had last week.
It takes time to find the right path, to find what works, to gain momentum. There will still be backslides.
180's are great, but don't 180 into someone you can't be.
Find a balance between not too late and the pace you need for yourself to be true.
Live your life while you are still living. Riding the trail less traveled.
