Thanks. Perhaps some gardening would be therapeutic. I don't know that I'd use the term "depression" (though I can certainly see why you'd get that impression). It's really more a resignation to the way things are right now. I suppose one could describe me as "just surviving", but sometimes just surviving is, in itself, a kind of success.
Just as the good times don't last forever, neither do the bad times. Things will turn around in their own time (sometimes you can hurry that process along...but not often). I look forward to that day.