I don't feel that way with you and I am not sure how to bring that feeling back or if it is at all possible. I feel I am missing out on something that I need in my life right now. I dont know what it is but I am sure it is not the unhappiness I have felt all these years.

I really hope that in the future we can be friends for our children. I remember us being great friends. Maybe we were too great of friends and were suppose to be just that. Maybe mariage was not right for us. Maybe both us married the wrong person.

I have seen so many positive changes in you over the past few years, new interests, new friends. I want you to be happy and explore those interests. I am afraid I will only hold you down or pull you in a different direction as I explore mine.

Last edited by Steve McQueen; 07/25/09 02:28 AM. Reason: thinking....