Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

God, this is going downhill fast. I am not remotely religious and I just sat by my bed and prayed for someone to bring my W back to me.

I need help and strength, big time. I got home from taking my D to fair, and W was at home, I asked about her car shopping, and she said she really didn't do much as the weather was bad. Looks like she maybe didn't want to go to fair with us..

And, she's moving into another room in the house to sleep, as there's no need for us to sleep in the same bed anymore she says.

I am trying to keep my game face on, but she is really pulling back. I bought some kettle corn from the fair, something we always do, and she just came in and asked if she could have some?? I was cordial in my reply, and said of course, I brought it home for everyone, and she just said thanks and went on her way.

Man this is tough stuff on me. How do you take this day after day, and I know she hurt for a long time as well, so I am really trying...