Do I want to know the truth?

[newnamenewlife]

It's not even that I want to know the truth as much as I want him to TELL me the truth, if that makes sense. I feel so stuck, so unable to forgive him, and I think that maybe it would help me to move past it if I just heard him confess what he's been keeping from me.

He claims that he wanted out of our M and then, since we were separated, he was available and ended up seeing this woman and it became a serious thing.

I still think it's possible that that is the truth, but I am exhausting myself mentally trying to decide if it is or if he was involved with her before he decided to leave me. It might put my mind at rest just to know.

Anyway, I am seeing my therapist on Friday and will discuss it further with her.