Its not so much changing the phone in itself, its that H is continung to move towards moving out. He wants to separate all his bills and pay for them in one account so he can set up his own place. I still think part of the money thing is that he has always been bad sticking to a budget, I have been the one to keep saying we need to leave x in the account for bills, even though he has previously agreed to it. This is now seen as controling, and yes, I had fallen into the habit of nagging in this area pre crisis.
This has really bummed me out. Its been about six weeks since H said he wanted to move into his own place, and we need to sell these big assets for this to happen. Thinks are not so tense, but I feel like the IC gave him permission in his mind (pure guess work on my part). I am so very tired of this whole situation, I feel like I am running out of my mojo battery, and my self estem has taken a huge dive again. I am acting as if, smiling etc, but that is not who I am , you know? Its just killing me right now.
