he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

well, i just picked up my new car. its really nice.

its funny, the car i just turned in, i got it the week things started going down hill 3 years ago - i would say the week he started up his affair.

kinda interesting i turned that car in today. maybe this new car symbolizes my fresh start.

i need to work on the support from h, that will be next weeks goal. i would like to relax the rest of the day. im still anxious and uptight when the phone rings or beeps, still nervous for what h will say or do next. but i am relieved and thanking g-d. it is so true that the universe works in mysterious ways. i was always afraid of son being introduced to psycho ow. now he cant be. atleast not anytime soon.

i need to pack, organize and sell furniture. wanted to do the garage sale, never got around this week to organizing that. oh well.

hope to hear next week about apt status. foreclosure is scheduled for monday, still dont know if that is going to happen.

this is alot to deal with, just trying to sort it all out.

its funny, my marital status is truly the least of my problems.

oh, and still hoping she isnt pregnant. please pray that she isnt.