K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

I can't believe it has been almost a year of this and I feel further apart now and more hopeless than when it began. I guess when you don't see or hear from your S for a while that you begin to wonder how is anything supposed to change with no interaction.

I can do my birthday for my girls. It will mean something to them even if not to me.

Ok. I am backsliding to far today. I have got to come back to moving forward and praying with faith and without doubt. I have a huge lesson to learn there obviously because my faith is really taking a beating today.

Kevin