At least I'm not alone in my frustration and confusion! smile Part of my personality is having to know the answer. It doesn't matter what it is. It's what makes me who I am. Part of it too is that I think that if I can figure it out, then I can do something about the problem. It is hard to let go of my need to know. I have to or else I'm going to make myself crazy. I also it appears that this just isn't going to make sense, since it doesn't make sense to Her either.