I hope you realize that all the advice from day one pointed to one thing...detaching. You have your ups and downs but now you're throwing religion at it.
Oh yes - thats for sure. Go with the flow K. There's been weird things happening in my sitch that I just can't explain. I certainly didn't engineer some of the "stuff" that just happened. I'm sure that "someone" is guiding all this &%#*. I'm not so religious that I'll go banging on doors, twisting arms or beating a path to the local church. BUT I always do "my thing" with the "someone" every evening and every morning. And things "happen".
maybe thats just me being cynical and covering my bases but I think not.