Thanks. It is just that I am really taking action now, doing things that perhaps I should have done long ago and now is when I need the most support.

I value 25's opinion and experience and she has some knowledge relative to my locale and I was hoping to follow up on our convo regarding connecting in the alt. But, when the time is right. No pressure 25. wink I'm feeling a bit pathetic here...

I am doing better. Caught S6's gaze this morning on the way to camp (lately eye contact has been nearly impossible). I told him basically that I learned something about him yesterday, that he is really able to have his feelings and move forward and that I can be here for him through whatever feelings he's having...he gave me the cutest puppy eyes and said "I know mommy. I love you." And it was the sweetest, most heart felt expression that has come from him in so long. Precious moment and I'm grateful for it.

Off to knock some things off my list.

Thanks for posting Stacy. It is much appreciated.