K4D Rising #4

[K4D]

But one thing, it sounds like you are expecting her to also. She's not going to. That gets back to the no expectations.

That is a problem. I keep thinking she used to have faith and believe so at some point it has to come back to her right? I keep thinking that. So far it doesn't appear from the outside that it is. I think, how can you just throw away everything you believe in with your faith? How can you say it doesn't matter? I love her dearly and I want us to be back together and I want to believe that she wants to do what is best for our family and faith. I want to believe it.

The more I look back, the more I realize she was slipping further and further away from her faith and our M and I just didn't pay attention. I should have. The fool I was. I could have prevented most if not all of this.

Well, damage takes time for even God to repair. He doesn't do it over night. So faith I will keep and build stronger.

In the mean time, it looks like I have a poker night with friends scheduled for August 22nd. That should be a lot of fun. I always enjoy it with friends.

Kevin