Thankyou girls, thankyou.. I am struggling and you rally have helped, I am on my way over to him now.

T, I simplified the discussion and I know you are right, I shouldnt spell things out, but I guess I was a bit angry at him!! Amazing, but I just thought.. jeez, cut me some slack, I went trhough hell and its still not easy being with you and yes, you DID f*ck up!! We both had had a few drinks too.. never a good idea!!! I said, lets not talk now, and he said, no, lets do it now.. so next time, I will be more firm and say lets leave it there? I have to run, but I am sure I will post more tommorow, I have a feeling we will have more air to clear this weekend!

Thanks again, T and Kat. x