Hang in there, Sweetie. Listen, this is hard stuff. The sooner you learn to go about your life and not worry about him, the better off you'll be.
You could not have a better person than Mach on your thread. Read his post to you a couple of times and let it sink in.
Then, continue of this journey. You will find so many things you never realized about yourself and when you implement the changes you want to, you will feel so much better about YOU!
