Next Sunday will be extremely hard. It is our 12 year anniversary and I will have to drop off my kids for the week to W on that day and expect nothing. That is going to be a tough day to swallow.
The detachment process is still being worked on. The following month will be my birthday. I don't think I will celebrate my birthday this year. I just don't really care to much about it. It seems like the older we get the years are supposed to get better and they just don't seem like it right now.
I will smap out of this. Just thoughts on my mind this morning.
Kevin
K - loved your first post as you laid out some nice plans. But that was yin to the yang of the second post. Why not celebrate your birthday? I say do the opposite. Do something great for your birthday - something you always wanted to do but haven't. Something that can help snap you out of the funk. Be happy , be attractive and get going bro. Don't stop living your life, start living it differently. You were happy before you met your W, right?? Work on you and picking yourself up and dusting yourself off. She's probably watching you more than you realize.
STRENGTH and Honor.
Mules
M 43 W 44 M 17 T 22 S16,12,9 Bomb 2/05/08 I served her 1/06/09 S'd 3/15/09 D'd 12/21/09
"Tough times don't last, tough people do." --My Dad to me years ago, me to my boys now.
