Next Sunday will be extremely hard. It is our 12 year anniversary and I will have to drop off my kids for the week to W on that day and expect nothing. That is going to be a tough day to swallow.

The detachment process is still being worked on. The following month will be my birthday. I don't think I will celebrate my birthday this year. I just don't really care to much about it. It seems like the older we get the years are supposed to get better and they just don't seem like it right now.

I will smap out of this. Just thoughts on my mind this morning.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...