thanks...i appreciate it.

all was quiet last night, i was so tired from everything i got into bed early.

son is starting to feel better, hoping to send him to camp today, he really wants to go, its carnival day. i will see in an hour what i will do.

going to court today to file for order.

i still feel sad, not for psycho girl, just for my marriage in general.

who knows when i will next speak to h or when he will calm down about this.

i know i did nothing wrong and i didnt do a thing to him.

i have such anxiety when the phone rings, worse when my cell rings or beeps with a message. its crazy.

still hoping and praying she isnt pregnant.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09