all was quiet last night, i was so tired from everything i got into bed early.
son is starting to feel better, hoping to send him to camp today, he really wants to go, its carnival day. i will see in an hour what i will do.
going to court today to file for order.
i still feel sad, not for psycho girl, just for my marriage in general.
who knows when i will next speak to h or when he will calm down about this.
i know i did nothing wrong and i didnt do a thing to him.
i have such anxiety when the phone rings, worse when my cell rings or beeps with a message. its crazy.
still hoping and praying she isnt pregnant.
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09