Well, I was more hopeful for my M than I have been in a long time when I started this thread. The a few weeks ago I finally mustered the courage to ask him whats up with his distance and the sudden lack of contact. He said he is having doubts. That he is confused. We didnt talk much for a little while, then over the last week or so hes been a lot more talkative. No more talk of R. He initiates all contact.
It has gotten so tough to keep up my attitude, I didnt have to put any effort into it before, I guess its getting easier. Im tired. I got to finally stop worrying for about a month and then it was over. He didnt even give us a month of trying. I dont know what to do now. I think that hes becoming a little more friendly again, and this is how it started last time when he said he wanted to try again, but I just dont know anymore.
I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...
