thanks
Braveheart, cage,
still n love, glam and sleeper for your support

Wow I still cant believe it
I may decide to take the direct route and ask XH in the next few days
I think you are right RCR
I need to take the path of Grace
This will/ can only be done of God Power
I will not be able to do it

If this OW is going to be stepmom, I need to let it all go
I have to be taken out of the picture and find a way to peacfully coexist among this craziness

In some ways I have moved on
but in other ways, I was still hoping for the miracle
that xH would somehow want to Save our family

OW Is nothing
she is a needy and sick young girl
Yes, she was very quiet for these years..silent
now she is wanting to be EXPOSED
maybe she is wanting some satisfaction
it doesnt matter anymore
she will never get the man I Married b/c he is a shell now empty and broken and she aided his destruction
I used to fear her
now I see her as nothing
she cant touch me anymore or come close to what I have now
there is no way here for her
If this is true, it will be the last of my effort to hold on peace


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow