Today was a much better day! I had a little trouble maintaining my PMA but as soon as I started to get a little down I would stop myself. It worked pretty well.

I got a note today from the power company saying that H's acct had a 252.11 credit, and the next peice of mail was a collection notice for the electric company in H's name for 214.81. I dont get that at all! I hate my electric company. I had to open a new acct because my name wasnt on the old one, they wouldnt tell me how much was owed, or if there was a balance! grr.

I had to tell H of course. Ugh. I hate to bring up these negative things. I feel like it puts even more distance between us. Although tonite seemed to go just fine.


I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...