Keep posting also...if you want. This board helps me to vent also. Not a cure-all, but it does help. You just have to decide what you want to do. Our situations are kind of similar, and I'm not ready to pack it in yet. There will be times when you think that you're going to go insane. Besides....since you live in a city that I want to visit, I need all of the INTEL that I can get. LOL.