he was back, i think

[mdoodles]

thanks. wish i could do something nice tomorrow but im going to court for the order of protection. maybe this weekend i can get my nails and toes done, as well as a massage.

son is still sick, took him to the dr. i feel like im trapped in a time warp, i havent gotten nothing done. its always worse when im trapped at home. i need more boxes to pack. i need to finish planning my garage sale, havent even had a chance to get signs made.

i miss my husband, the man he used to be. and im too stubborn to fully see that he isnt around. i mean i see it, but im too stubborn to stop wondering how it could be that he is so different now. i need to accept it.