The only thing I have to fall back on is my unemployment now. Unfortunately, on the east coast its not enough to live on. I also miss D13 tremendously, she is still in El Paso w/ her F. Part of me is really looking forward to the 7 hour drive tomorrow, the solitude of it. Just time for me. And the other part feels like there is no way I should even be going because technically I really can't afford it, and I should be chained to the computer looking for a job!!! But heck, life is short, and you never know what can happen...


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..