K4D, I just read some of your posts above.I wonder the same thing sometimes.If I had left her alone in the beginning would things be different.Then I think to myself there is no way to change the past.Whats done is done.We can only change the present and future.At least I have learned something.So don't think about what might have been,just what it can be.I wish I knew all the answers to the rest of my issues.
