K4D, I just read some of your posts above.I wonder the same thing sometimes.If I had left her alone in the beginning would things be different.Then I think to myself there is no way to change the past.Whats done is done.We can only change the present and future.At least I have learned something.So don't think about what might have been,just what it can be.I wish I knew all the answers to the rest of my issues.
That is what I try and do is think about what it can be. I have to quit wondering about how long it can be and just focus on me being happy while I keep hope and faith that it can be great at some point down the road.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
I broke down and had one slice of pizza. Dang it! It just looked to good to pass up. I also put some croutons on it. Was so good.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
Pizza is one of the only things I can eat right now, for some reason. I have no appetite, but I can eat pizza. Odd.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
I have had a good night so far. I picked up my kids and we went for pizza. Then I brought them home and changed so I could take them up to the park and the park has a 2 mile walking path through nature. Its really neat. We only saw 3 rabbits tonight. Last night I saw an armadillo and some rabbits. The armadillo came right up to me before it noticed I was there. Then it jumped back and scurried off.
Anyways, D11 didn't want to go because she had already excercised today. So I let her stay home and I took D7 with her scooter. She made it the whole way through. Normally I would walk it twice, but she couldn't handle it twice. She did well going through it once and then had said she was tired.
It started to sprinkle when we were done so we got in the car and headed back home.
LonlyRazr whose user name is now LR1 is back posting again and asking if anyone will come over and give him some support. He was feeling a little down on things with his sitch and could use some good advice. I had the pleasure of having dinner with him about a month ago when he came to the Dallas area and he is a great guy. But like all of us he could use some good support and helpful advice.
I have started posting to him as well so maybe others can do the same and help him out.
I am totally blown away by everyone that went over to help out Orich. Wow. That is awesome. It was pretty wild there for a bit. I know as he stated he really is truly grateful for the support he is getting.
This site really is just a fantastic site with so many great people. It is truly a blessing. I don't know where you could find a better group of caring people to help you out when you need it. I believe God works through people on this sight.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
I think it is. That is about all I could stomach for a while earlier on as well. lol.
Thin and crispy pepperoni pizza. mmm... yum...
My girls are watching a care bear movie tonight that they started late and paid for on the cable box.
D11 is on her time of the month right now so she is cramping. I just had to give her some medicine. The girls told me that their mom is taking them to see G Force tomorrow night so they are looking forward to that.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
