Have you ever thought of offering to teach Calligraphy? Maybe to adults or teens. It is something you are good at and sharing that I am sure would increase your happiness. They always say go with what you know!
As crazy as it sounds, I find even posting to others on here helps a great deal. I am just dropping by and haven't posted to you before, but I hope just the idea I had can help.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory