As always thank you for coming...I really didn't mean to go off but he has lied so much that I don't know what to believe anymore...

He says he is happy and having fun...Yet doesn't sound like it...

My mind just won't wrap around this whole situation for some reason...

It is like I am living a really bad dream...

I will go back in the dark as per your advice...

I just want some answers but apparently he isn't going to be giving them to me...

Does he really expect me to sit here and wait while he sees if things pan out with her? He can't truly be actually thinking that?

I did get his reason for not telling me he moved...Ready..."I just wanted to keep the peace at that time" What the hell ever...

I am thinking he didn't like the fact that I knew what he was trying so desperately to hide and I didn't even know from him...That changed the whole tone of the conversation once he knew I knew...

Back into my cave I go smile


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~