Checked our joint account (he doesn't know I have a seperate one) and he was charging money at a hotel...Asked him why are there charges for a hotel if you have your own apartment - He stated that they were working on his apartment - I don't buy that for 1 second...
And since I am tired of being lied to, I kinda went off...
Let him know I do in fact know the FT is in the same town, I know that he bailed the day she moved here, I know that he told her we were seperated and not living together, I know he has been lying to me for months etc...
He had the nerve to get mad at me...Asked me where I got my information (didn't tell him)...I asked him how long he signed a lease for (7 months)...When he was ever planning on seeing his kids (don't know)...
Then I stated I haven't asked him for crap this whole time...No money, no time nothing...
I have stood by and supported him while he dragged my name and our marriage through the mud - He said he appreciated it - WTF does that mean?
He said in time we would see what happens...
So I am now believing I am the fall back - Just in case it doesn't work out with her...How in the hell is that fair and do I want to be the fall back?
My Pastor told me I should never be 2nd...Maybe he is right...I don't know what to do anymore
What do I do?
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
