I want my Monkey and Sheep Back

[beepee]

Hmmm.. I thought today was going to be easier in terms of not thinking about H. Guess I was wrong! Can't seem to get him out of my head at all today, despite working on projects.

Any suggestions? I guess this is just something I really have to fight on my own huh. Being able to detach from all of this is so hard.

Some days, I feel like I'm going to conquer this, and other days, I feel like I'm never going to get anywhere and want to just quit. I know the latter isn't the option but I can't help those feelings from making an appearance every now and then. Maybe time will help me. Even though I feel like the days are dragging sometimes, I have to trust that time will ease the pain and get me through all of this madness.