rough couple of days I have been over-analyzing everything and I partially attribute this to a new med I am getting used to. I also had intense dreams of my W the night before and in the dreams we were in a state of 'piecing' our R. I am not really sure to be happy or depressed about those dreams as they are just that.. only dreams. I do have an IC appointment today so I am looking forward to that and I had to bail on going to my W's to get mail because of a work schedule change. I am going by her workplace Fri. to go and get it. I am a little nervous but I do realize that this is not the same woman I married and I am going to do the best I can not to take anything I hear personally. Anyway, I am about to run before work and will be seeing a friend's band afterward so I am looking forward to that.
I have been over-analyzing everything and I partially attribute this to a new med I am getting used to. I also had intense dreams of my W the night before and in the dreams we were in a state of 'piecing' our R. I am not really sure to be happy or depressed about those dreams as they are just that.. only dreams. I do have an IC appointment today so I am looking forward to that and I had to bail on going to my W's to get mail because of a work schedule change. I am going by her workplace Fri. to go and get it. I am a little nervous but I do realize that this is not the same woman I married and I am going to do the best I can not to take anything I hear personally. Anyway, I am about to run before work and will be seeing a friend's band afterward so I am looking forward to that.
