I am not really sure what i want....i am pretty dethached...or at least i like to think i am. i am sure however, that it is not taking prime real estate....it just gets thrown at me and I can not help but see the x once a week. so i journal here .... who else can i tell this to. x just probably wants to fill me in on all her stuff...i used to be a pretty good listener i guess. She mentioned that she misses me .... no clue what that means. On the NGF front things are moving right along ... normally. Other than the kids (which incidentally she acknowledges do not behave as well as she would like) there has been no friction and we enjoy the time we do spend together.
