Excercising was great. I need to be doing that every day. Tonight I am going to take my girls with their scooters and excercise again. It just really improves my mental outlook. Of course I was also awake last night because of the energy so I am a bit tired today. But that is ok. It was great to get out and burn some energy and calories.
I'm getting together with FaithfulH Saturday so I am looking forward to that. I was going to watch my girls while her family went out to celebrate her sisters birthday. But I called and told her to get a baby sitter so I could hang with FaithfulH.
I will get them starting Sunday anyways and they know the usual baby sitter very well, so I am not worried about it. Tomorrow night I am going to my divorce support group. I am looking forward to my book getting here. I feel better mentally today.
God has good things in store and I know he gives me blessings that I don't always see or recognize. Things will turn in this M with time. It just seems hopeless right now. But I know it won't be that way forever. Its going to take a lot of endurance and change in me and excercising and walking with God really helps that.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
