I saw today on another's thread where she is in an abusive relationship and needs to get out, but one of the things that's holding her back is that she still loves her husband. I think I can honestly say that I don't love mine anymore. I don't hate him either, although I proably should. It's just general concern as the father of my children, but other than that, I feel nothing. And I can pinpoint the exact moment when my love died, he killed it. It felt like a night from h***. The last couple years I've had a hope that he would find someone else and walk-away himself so I didn't feel like the bad guy when I did it. One of the things that's been holding me back is letting go of the fantasy of "Happily Ever After". It wasn't supposed to be like this!!!
