You HAVE to re-focus. It a'int over til the fat lady signs man. And she hasn't started.
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I will no longer have a family
I know what you are saying, but WRONG. No matter what she does, you will always have your kids. THAT is your family, and THAT will never change.
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The Great Sadness is becoming the Great Depression.
This is completely, totally up to you. Whether you LET it go there is YOUR decision. You never responded to my post last night about an IC (I could've missed it). Can you swing that? If not, does your employer have an employee assistance program (EAP) - IC mioght be covered under your health insurance. You REALLY need to find a way to make this work.
I know you are hurting, badly. Your decision is how much you are going to let this affect your life. Give yourself time to get it our (away from her), then re-group and re-focus. Ask yourself if you want to keep fighting or if you are ready to walk away.
What are you doing for GAL'ing? Exercising?
It is more important than ever for you to take care of yourself now - eat, sleep and exercise. And pray, pray, pray. I will be for you, and I did last night.
You have to be strong now for you and for your children. They need you man.
