One sleepless night later... I awoke this morning to hear W out in the living room with the boys watching TV. She sounds so happy, laughing and playing with the kids. It is sinking in now. She truly doesn't love me. I am nothing more to her now than an interloper into her life because I happen to be the kids' father. She never had any softening of her heart. Every time I thought she was having second thoughts about leaving, it was her just feeling bad for me. That's it. Her IC is helping her to stop doing that. So, it truly is the end; I will no longer have a family. A few of you guys say that it still may work out in the future. I can't see how. Her mind is firmly made up. I will continue to pray for strength, as I feel it slipping away rapidly. I never thought it would come to this. Through this whole experience, deep down I thought she really did love me and would come around. Obviously I was wrong. The Great Sadness is becoming the Great Depression.
Me-40 W-41 Together-10 M-8 S-6 S-4 Bomb 5/08 Bomb 10/08 Thought things were better, was wrong. Still living together Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.
