i hardly slept and son is still sick meaning no camp again.

i wonder if she turned herself in last night.

i still cant believe he could even ask me to do him a favor and not do this. is he kidding?

a favor? do this trash of a person a favor?

i have no feeling for her. nothing. she is a homewrecker who not only stole my husband, taunted me for weeks on end with it. and in the past as well.

i get he lied to her and still does. doesnt make what she did ok.

dont come to this country and pull this and get away with it.

imagine i would have backed down? so they could rest easy last night? how would i have felt? what good what it have done me to "do him a favor"?

and he was still lying last night in front of her last night to cover his tracks, i heard it and cant believe 2 people that constantly lie to eachother are together.

and what if she is pregnant. i pray she isnt. please pray she isnt.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09