yeah, I guess my issue is still detaching huh? I still wait for her to call or text. Tomarrow Im setting a goal is to get more detached.
this week has taken all my progress from befor and just set everything back, we talked and text way too much. I know I did alot of pleading to keep her in the kids lifes. (and yes mine)
Im in shock the mother who used tobe is no longer. she was willing to leave her kids just like that! Im very shook up I can say even more than when she said she loved me but was not in love with me
