Orich,

Your feelings are natural and understandable. Keep focus on being the best YOU that you can be! The rest will take care of itself. I can tell you that it is going to be tempting to focus on the future and what the next 6 months...1 year....or more will bring. Don't fall for it! You must focus much closer in right now....what are you gonna do right now and tomorrow. The sense of being out of control can be overwhelming. I think these are the times where God wants to show you that you don't HAVE to be in control of everything all the time. Be in charge of what you can control....your health...your kids health and well being. You have to leave your W to God right now! You ARE up to it!


Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH"
Me: 62
W: 62
D:33 S:30 & 31
Married: 40 Years
BD: Sep 2006
Piecing: May 2007
2nd BD: May 2014
Working On It: Today