I will try. I will continue going to the gym, I will try to eat right. I will continue to pray for the strength I will need. I want to cry, but not here, not now.
I am scared to be alone, but I am so very scared for my kids. They will be 6 and 4 next month. I can't be apart from them.


Me-40
W-41
Together-10
M-8
S-6
S-4
Bomb 5/08
Bomb 10/08
Thought things were better, was wrong.
Still living together
Wife doesn't think she will ever love me again.